If you'll walk across my camera ...
On Monday, my mum and dad arrived at my house with a large pile of boxes. They're moving house, and apparently I'm old enough to store my own stuff. I tried to argue that it was part of my history and should remain in the family home. It fell on deaf ears, and I now have several very heavy boxes cluttering up my entrance.
There's old photos complete with curling corners, school books with drawings scratched into the covers, souvenirs from my first overseas trip to Rome, mixed tapes made by friends and just general junk that I never threw out.
In my angsty youth days I was an avid journal writer. No, not the 'dear diary', kind of stuff. Not even general recounts of my day. I wrote stories, (bad) poems, favourite song lyrics, quotes from dead writers. I cut things from the paper and stuck them in (the best one of my cuttings was Christopher Skase's obituary. So titillating). I took things from my life and stuck those in too. These journals were layered, textured.
I found this one in particular. It was from 2001, when I was in my 2nd year of uni. I was studying creative writing, so the journal is full of stories. I must have also fancied myself a bit of a play write because there's a fair few of those in there too.
But the curious thing, is that on the opening page, I'd written this:
"If you'll walk across my camera, I will flash the world your story." - Billy Bragg.
That was nine years ago, and I didn't even own a camera! Surely the younger me couldn't have known what the future would bring. I'm pretty sure what I was referring to were people's stories that I hoped to tell with my writing. I hope that's it at least, or I'm going to be completely spooked.
* Meaghan
What I'm watching: It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia
What I'm reading: my old journals. Gee I was melodramatic!